With you, I didn’t have to think twice or question myself. I kind of already knew what I wanted.

I love when you realized that some things don't faze you anymore, when there's no longer a sting or a twinge or a sick feeling in your stomach when your hear a certain song on the radio or when you can actually enjoy a movie you once loved or a place you used to avoid to a point that you've forgotten about it and now can rediscover why it was so beautiful in the first place without your heart reliving the memories that will always be attached to them. I love that because that just proves that you can move on or that you have moved on, and that you will be able to do it again.

Take chances, alot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always be you, and be okay with it.

You know, for most of my life i would have gone through this alone, then i met you and i finally found someone i could depend on when life got like this. So, i guess i called to see if that was still there.

-->One Tree Hill<3

I’m in love, and when you’re in love you don’t care what the consequences are, you just hang off every word they say, and do anything for them because seeing them happy makes you happy.

i have this fear that one day you'll finally get a good look at me and i'm going to disappoint you, cause you'll see that i'm not as strong or as good  as you think I am. And i'm afraid  that it will change the way you think about me .

millions and millions of years would still not give me half enough time to describe that tiny instant of all eternity when you put your arms around me and I put my arms around you.

And everything is going wrong, completely and terribly wrong, and yet I'm still happy. I think it's because I've realized that all of those thing don't matter, not those fake bitches, not my controlling parents, no one matters but you. Because when it all comes down to it, I know that when I turn around you'll be right there, giving me a reason to hold on.

-->SheIsStrong (Me)<3

Call me a safe bet. I’m betting I’m not.

Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.

--> The Notebook<3

I swear to you we can make this last.

We will either find a way, or make one.

She's completely unexplainable. you think she's a good girl , but when you get to know her , she's everything. she's crazy. she's funny. she's honest. and you'll never know what she will do next.

No, it's not "whatever." We have a relationship worth fighting for, and I’m not going to let this go. Even though we've fought maybe even more than we've laughed lately, I can't just give up on this. I can't pretend like you never made a difference in my life. I’ll fight for this if you will.

serious relationships are not something anyone should really be actively looking for because sometimes, the best relationships happen only by accident. i was beginning to see, though, that the unknown wasn’t always the greatest thing to fear. the people who know you best can be riskier, the words they say and the things they think have the potential to be not only scary but true, as well.

--> just listen ; sarah dessen<3

i'm scared. i'm scared that i'm not going to be okay. that maybe it's not going to work out in the end. maybe that's giving up hope but maybe it's thinking logically. i've had too much time alone to think about this. but it's like i've had this time because i actually give a fuck about people. i have compassion. apparently, i'm the only one. i never got the memo to give up on your best friends.

Before I knew you, I was like a completely different person. Not even a person, really. I had seen what love could do to people, and it was hurt and sadness. Alone was better. And then, suddenly there was you, and you knew me. You saw me, and it was this thing. You make me feel safe and warm. So, I get it now. I finally get love, I really do.

I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes, I get jealous and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

 

If you're lucky enough to be different, don't ever change.

If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.

I love my name just because of how you say it. I love the way you stare at me when you think I'm not looking. I love the way you lean in close whenever I tell you something, even though we both know you heard  me. I love the sweet things you say to me, even when I'm screaming at you. I love how you love me and aren't afraid to show it. I love how you make me want to be a better person than I ever thought I could be. But mostly, I love you. All the good things, all the bad, all the mistakes, all the surprises, all the imperfections, all of it... just because they're yours

Because you're not mad. You want to be, but you just can't And when you talk about him; your eyes still sparkle. ♥

What do you want me to say? Yes, you're right. We're just one big walking disaster. And yeah, my life probably would be a whole hell of a lot easier if I just walked out the door right now. I know that. But the thing is, I already know that there's not one fucking thing on the other side off that door that could ever come close to making me as happy as I am when I'm with you. That's why I'm here, because I love you. No matter how hard things get, no matter what shit life throws at us, there's nowhere else I'd rather be. I want to spend the rest of my life right here, right next to you.

I look at him and just know that he’s the one. He’s not perfect, by any means, but he definitely brings out a side of me that no one else can. He makes me feel so beautiful and I want to be a better person when I’m with him. He have our arguments and miscommunication, but trust me when I say he is well worth it.

If home is where the heart is,then wherever you are, that's my home

maybe the people who are hardest to love are the people who need it the most.

I love you. I know the other night didn't mean for you what it did for me. But I don't regret it and I haven't stopped thinking about it since it happened. Not just because it was great, which it was. But because it was right. It was so right and you may not see that right now but I do. And if I have to wait until we're both 80 years old for you to see it then I'll wait. I'm not going anywhere. This is it for me. You're it for me. I can't pretend to feel any less for you than I do. I'm sorry. I just can't.

-->Gilmore Girls <3

do you know what it's like to love someone so much, that you can't see yourself without picturing her? Or what it's like to touch someone, and feel like you've come home? What we had wasn't about sex, or about being with someone just to show off what you've got, the way it was for other kids our age. We were, well, meant to be together. Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person. I was lucky enough to have her all along.

The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever. Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay.

To those of you who have pushed me - thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have fallen. To those of you who have laughed at me - thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have cried. To those of you who just couldn't love me - thank you. Without you, I wouldn't know what real love is. To those of you who hurt my feelings - thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have felt them. To those of you who left me l o n e l y - thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have discovered myself. But, it is to you I thank the most, because without you, I never would have tried.

Some people say being in a relationship is like being stuck in a box. Well, it isn’t so bad if you have the right guy stuck in there with you.

Love has no age limit. It's not like alcohol or something.You don't have to be 21 to love. I mean, when I was three, I loved my teddy bear. The only difference now is my teddy bear is 6'0'' with brown hair & blue eyes. He can walk, talk, and this teddy bear actually loves me back.

She’s the self-preserved, pretty-but-doesn’t-know-it kind of girl, reading her books and daydreaming all day; while he’s the outgoing, spontaneous, good-looking boy with the most amazing eyes you’ll ever see. They grew up in two different worlds and he’ll teach her how to stand up against those who look down on her. She’ll teach him how to love and how to know the true meaning of jealousy; while he teaches her the same without noticing it. He’ll teach her how to shout at the world without a wince because his hand is holding hers tightly, letting her know he will never leave her; and causing her to forget her fears and just be able to live for once, without any worries.

With one hand on the steering wheel and the other holding my hand, he told me, ''Everything's d i f f e r e n t now.''

What women should know: a man who truly loves you will never let you go no matter how hard the situation is. What men should know: a woman who truly loves you will get angry at you for so many things but she will still stick around.

There are better things ahead than any we leave behind.

-- C.S. Lewis<3

There are going to be times in your life when all you want to do is lay down in the middle of the road during r u s h hour. Just know that no matter how many times you feel like laying there,i will always be there to stop traffic.

People can call it passion or lust or obsession. i don't really care. when i'm with him, it's the only time i feel completely alive. if you've never felt the power of that, then i feel sorry for you.

I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live. there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.

Cause like you said; this is it; this is life. and i'm in love with you. i think that's the only thing i've ever really been sure of in my entire life. and i'm really messed up right now, and i've got a whole lot of stuff i have to work out, but i don't want to waste anymore of my life without you in it.

Contrary to what the cynics say,
distance is not for the fearful.
It's for the bold.
It's for those willing to spend a lot of time alone
in exchange for a little time with the one they love.
It's for those who know a good thing when they see it,
even if they don't see it nearly enough.

Better than her-Matisse

she has future plans and dreams at night.
when they tell her life is hard, she says,
"that's alright."

Today is just another day and
me and my friends are just
growing into the drunks and
the liars that i've always hated.

most people are stronger than they know,
they just don't believe in themselves.

Say goodnight and go.
Walk away from your past:;
you don't need it anymore

She's completely unexplainable. You think she's one good girl, but when you get to know her, she's everything. She's crazy, funny, honest; and you'll never know what she will do next.

Love sees sharply, hatred sees even more sharp, but jealousy sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time

what i like best about you is that you can make me laugh when nothings funny.

When you think you've lost it all
and the words are harder than the fall, that's when you find yourself
and you realize you've gotta do what's best for you.

You hate someone whom you really wish to love, but whom you cannot love. Perhaps he himself prevents you. That is a disguised form of love.

When he walks up behind me,
hugs me from behind,
and kisses my cheek,
I melt inside.

It`s kind of hard for me to explain,
but I just have this feeling when I`m with you
& I know we`re supposed to be together

Okay be warned, this below is not a nice paragraph by any means, so if you have an issue with swearing or aren't in the mood to read something lame about me venting, just leave the page. Sorry for the lack of update.

So,this is'nt by any means an update or anything close. I need to vent, not because I'm pissed because some people are just so god damn ridiculously oblivious to the fact that everything isn't about them. I get that you were hurt or whatever the hell you want to call that 'betrayal' (fyi this isn't a novel or a movie, grow up) but seriously, this is why things don't work out. So I'm a thief? That in itself is a load of bullshit, you've accused me of stealing so many things from you and you always end up finding it and have you ever apoligized for any of that, no you haven't. Are you ever going to? Obv not. There were times when you decided to be a good friend but for the amount of time I actually spent hanging out with you I was generally treated like crap, I was hungry you made me sat there, you played on the computer, I sat there. Grow the fuck up like holy shit. He's a boy, an amazing, totally gorgeous guy who is interested in me. That's how it is, I don't mean for that to sound bitchy or whatever you want to call it but you clearly don't know me if he's just some guy on 'the list' for me to check off, or it's not going to work because I'm this or that. News fucking flash, things would never have worked out with you guys, ever. For one, your ridiculously high maintance, and being your friend for years I put up with it and it kind of grew on me, but it got annoying as fuck. Second of all, you ALWAYS have to be right, so if you were ever wrong on an occasion...ya good luck with that fight boys. Third of all, you had no faith in the fucking relationship, like where did you honestly think it was going to go? It's a distance relationship, it's not another one of those pathetic things you liked to call a relationship, it's for long term. It just is, and I know were going to make it. Wanna know why? We are perfect for eachother, there is not one thing we can't talk about, or one thing we don't really have in common, and if we don't have something in common it's just another part of our AMAZING relationship that we find interesting about eachother. I want him to tell you to your face all the stuff he actually thinks...just saying. You got over him in like the snap of a finger, and your all people heal at their own pace...true, but you've never been actually in love so you don't get it. This is officially my first time being in love, and even when I wasn't and I was close to it took me months to get over such a heartbreak. Yours was a hard heartbreak to take and all you did was trash me, and then you were done with it and onto some magician...no comment about that. Granted, my past relationships were nothing to brag about that's for sure, and I've made loads of mistakes and lied a lot. But at least I'm not constantly whining about stuff I don't have or about money and junk when you could find a damn job. I hate when people complain about their lives when they have nothing to complain about. Trying being beaten, or cheated on, or POOR for eff sakes. You complain about your marks when there way higher than anyone else I know. Jesus. I honestly am so done with my whole nice act, cause since you can't act like an adult and let it the fuck go, this is what I'm going to result to pointing your faults out. So go ahead, get yours friends to send me nasty messages on facebook cause you can't stand up for yourself, or you think your too good for that. Just move the hell on and let it go, your so convinced your over him, so let it go and stop trashing me. We can't end it on a good note because you just suddenly decide I'm a backstabber. You see things differently then I do, and I'm sure there are millions of people who would agree with you. So why don't you walk around in my shoes for a little while, go back to your own life and complain alright? I'm so sick of stuck up people, highmaintance people. FUCK. Also if were not going to last, why don't you explain to me why he'll be here in 15 days, 15. Staying with me, going out places with me, taking ME out to dinner. No guy who wasn't serious about this would be going through all this trouble to see some girl whose going to cross him off a list. This isn't a charade and I haven't lied to him once. Be prepared for a wedding invitation hun, I wasn't born to please you. And by the way, I didn't steal him, it's not stealing if he comes to you and tell you how much he cared from the second I said hello. I didn't steal anything, I already owned it.

So for all of those that just read that I am sorry. I stumbled across something accidently and it just nagged at the back of my head, so I figured I would vent in the only way I could and leave it at that. On the upside, I'll be updating soon, since it's summer :)

I hope none of you hate me after that if you read it for acting like a huge bitch...my bad, but when things get on my nerves I have to vent.

Love you all to peices. Xoxooxoxoxx.